screaming my head Off

18th May 2005

i couldnt sleep cause of the news yesterday...

TV3 was coverin the news about the late norsalina, the schoolGurl who got knocked down by a trailer, head smashed on the road....the whole kampung created a rage on the road (i totally support it n wished i was livin around that area...definitely i'd be in the front page holdin that papan mayat of hers)....

at first i didnt get it as to why the kampung people were so outraged about the accident..(i know it sounds inHuman...but they were literaly blockin the roads k....)

was it because the fact that she was crossing the road...wit a safety man on the road n still got knocked down..not only that ..her head was smashed ...in front of her mother?

or was it because of that stupid driver (we all know which country he was from....)who didnt slowed down n later didnt even stopped when asked to....n that he only stopped when the kampung people stopped him...(which ocassionally bashed him up n burnt his trailer)...?

or was it because of the fact that this wasnt the first time?

Tv3 later on revealed that almost everyOne who lived near by ...had a relative/frend/luvedOne bein a victim on that road.... there was this father who told tv3 that his son died on the same spot several years ago..followed by a mother who lost her son 5 years before, then another who lost a bro n a father...n it just went on n on....

n that was no wonder why they were all so angry ...so mad ...so upset....after so many deaths....it still happend..someOne died on the very same road...

"This is all govt's fault!!!!" .of course that was the first thing all of them were yellin..."menteri besar..wakil rakyat..tolongla bina trafficLight pada jalan nie..sampai biler nak jadi begini?"
syahpadu had the hot seat for these....

but then again..should they be blamed fully?... the fact that the gurl was crossing wit her frends..on the zebra crossing....wit a safety man on the middle of the road..(which is bein paid by syahpadu) with the BERHENTI sign......this is not the case of a gurl just simply running crossed the road.....
all the safety precautions were there...

i think...

the issue here was the trailer who didnt slowed down....he was waved down....n he ignored it...the gurl was under her trailer n he ignored it...he smashed her head on the road...n still had the nerve to keep on movin....i wouldnt be surprised if he too ended dead on that road....what sickHuman is he?....
ure already not paying toll for using this old hyWay.. cant u at least slowDown u dumbF******!!!!!
what is it about e'Body rushin to someWhere....doesnt anyone slow down n smell the roses
(ok mayb not the roses..but at least just slow down..!!!!)
we've got enough roadBully Lunatics with KILL on their minds...please stop killin our future....please stop tellin the nation that its not safe anymore....ANYWHERE...period!!!

Another thing that ticks me..is that these children were heading to school...an agama school....not goin to some pub or poolPlace...n worst... on a teachers day....n wit her intentions to give a brooch to her teacher....i am just mad n sad at the same time....

i hate the fact that e'time i start my day ..i pray that it not b a day i have to read about another ....death in a box....killing ,rape....mugged, snatched,...missing people....

i hate reading the papers...wit my fist grippin the papers, shaking my head left to right..over stories which ended in unfair circumstances...


have we lost this fight?...
have we lost it all?

( i wonder....n keep on wonderin..)
aissssh..

10..40 am